I have no idea who I am. I always lie to myself saying that I know who I am and I know what I want and I know who I wanna be but as I said they're just lies. I have no idea where my life is heading. I have no idea of what's to come. Of what's going to happen to me. Honestly, I think I'm a failure, a huge failure. I don't even believe in myself. I lie to everyone saying that I'm okay when I never was okay. I don't know happiness. I don't know love. All I know is this feeling of being empty and being lonely. My life sucks and I don't know what to do about it.